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steins_stories ([personal profile] steins_stories) wrote2009-04-16 01:49 am

Musical Drabbles, PG, Tom/Bill, Tom/Georg, David/Timo

Title: Musical Drabbles
Author: [livejournal.com profile] steinsgrrl
Fandom: Tokio Hotel and Panik
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I in no way intend to insinuate that any of the below actually happened. It is simply a piece of written entertainment based on the public personas of real people.
Rating: PG
Warnings: Twincest
Author Note: This is the result of a writing exercise similar to a recent meme. I played a random song on WMP and wrote only during the song. I cleaned up the results to make them actual drabbles. These are my first attempt at drabbles. :)


1. Heal in Time - Linke

Tom glared at Bill’s back as his brother stared out the window. He’d known Bill was out with another man, he’d known he shouldn’t care. He didn’t have the right to care. None of that stopped the ache that clenched his stomach, the anger that burned in his chest.

“Did you let him-” Tom ground out, almost spitting his anger.

“You have no right to ask me that. Just because we-” Bill rested his hot forehead against the cold, foggy glass.

“No, it’s because I care about you, Bill. Even if it’s not about us, it’s about us.” Tom whispered.



2. Himmel Hilf - Panik

“Christ, where are we supposed to go from here, David?” Timo held David’s hand and squeezed it tighter, glancing out the dusty window of the rental van. “How do we do this?”

David stared at his lap, his gut a riot of need and fear. He shrugged a shoulder. “Who says there has to be rules?”

Timo spun to face him, the leather seat creaking beneath him. “We have to keep it quiet. You know what will happen if they find out.”

David nodded, sniffing a little. It shouldn’t be this hard. “We’re gonna need the guys to help us.”



3. Revolution - Panik

“Fuck this!” David threw the gossip rag on the table, and it skittered across the polished wood.

“David.” Timo whispered, trying desperately to calm his lover with the softness of his voice and the kindness of his eyes.

“No! We can’t care about this.” David began to pace the room. “We can’t let them tell us how to live. Didn’t we … “ He ran around the table to kneel in front of Timo. Timo looked down at him, fire brewing in his eyes.

“Didn’t we get enough of that from our parents? Now it’s our turn, Timo. Our turn!”



4. Come on - LaFee

The beat pulsed around him, and Bill threw his head back, sweat pouring down his neck. His body was moving nice and slow, slinking to the pounding bass, and when he lifted his head again, his eyes locked with Tom’s. His eyes darkened, he smirked and crooked a finger his brother, sitting in the darkness of the corner.

Tom’s eyes widened and he shook his head slightly. There was no way he could go out there with Bill. He’d end up grinding on him, they’d be caught, and they’d be in trouble.

Bill shrugged, turned his back and danced away.



5. Alles endet hier - Panik

Georg tossed a stack of underwear into his suitcase. Tom didn’t want to hear this, any way Georg explained it.

“It’s not going to work. It doesn’t matter how hard I try or how hard you try, there’s always going to be too much between us.” Georg ducked his head.

“It’s Bill.” It wasn’t a question. He thrust his palms against his eyes and headed toward the door. “I would have done anything for you. But he’s my brother.”

Georg nodded, fumbling with the clasps of his suitcase. “Yeah. He’s yours. And you’re his.”

Tom closed the door behind him.



6. Forgiveness - Collective Soul

David caught up with Timo as the rapper’s sneakers scuffed through the sand, scattering particles around his ankles. Timo didn’t look up, a scowl on his face.

The gulls cried above them, and Timo gazed at the ocean. It was magnificent in its fury, a sight beautiful to behold.; so much like David that it was frightening.

David softly took Timo’s hand, squeezing his fingers gently.

Timo looked at him then, stopped and looked him in the eyes, and there he saw the ocean, calm and serene in David’s eyes.

David smiled and they turned to walk down the beach.



7. Now’s the Time - LaFee

Bill held the note until his chest burned, and grinning, he threw his arms in the air. The crowd erupted in screams, girls frantically reaching out to him, their fingers straining forward, or brushing at their wet cheeks.

As the band played the outro, the radiant singer trotted off the stage, grabbing a towel from the stagehand on the way down the stairs. He eyed his hometown crowd from there.

They’d said “those Kaulitz boys will never amount to anything”. Well, they’d proved them wrong, hadn’t they? Half the damn town was there, and Bill smirked behind his damp towel.



8. Savior - 30STM

“You don’t know what you’re talking about, David.” Tom glared at their producer and stalked out of the room, Jost hot on his heels.

“Tom, you can’t let this happen. Look how hard you and Bill have worked. Don‘t ruin it now!” Jost’s voice rose in decibels and passion as he caught up with the young guitarist he’d helped make famous.

Jost spun the man around, his voice firm.. “You’ve got to tell him that you’re through.”

Tom lowered his eyes, and when he brought them up to Jost’s again, they were wet, the tears hanging from his lashes.

“Never.”



9. Stich ins Gluck - Tokio Hotel

Franky opened the door of the motel room and closed it quietly behind him. He was back from sound check early and thought he’d get a few minutes with Linda. His cousin had shown up late last night, saying she was just passing through and had wanted to see them play, and Franky had let her stay.

The room was empty. Confused, Franky checked the bathroom, knocking on the door.

“Linda?” It wasn’t locked, so he opened it slightly, peered through the crack, then threw it open.

Linda was passed out on the floor, the needle still in her arm.



10. Attack - 30STM

Tom peeked through the curtains of their living room window and grumbled under his breath.

“Just ignore them, Tom.” Bill sat at the table, painting his nails. In response, he got the slamming of the door.

Bill heard the yelling from inside the house and took up Tom’s station at the window. His brother was there on the lawn, gesticulating and chewing out the fan girls on their property. He couldn’t hear what they were saying, but he saw his brother’s face, and Bill didn’t need to hear the words.

When Tom came in, breathing hard, Bill hugged him harder.

[identity profile] myjadedhavok.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
:) Awesome.

I can't write drabbles. Just, can't.

But, this is awesome.

I really like the Davii/Timo ones, of course. And I love Tom's constant big-brotherness.

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you, sweetheart! I didn't know if I could, either, so was a little nervous. Glad you like them :D
evvva: (JanTimo cuddle)

[personal profile] evvva 2009-04-16 07:28 am (UTC)(link)
Absolutely brilliant.

There's so much pain in these but at the same time so much hope.

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
O___O Brilliant? Ohhh no, but I'm glad you liked them! Thank you so much! <33

[identity profile] subtlemagic.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 11:13 am (UTC)(link)
I love them all! I don't think there was single one I didn't enjoy reading. It takes a lot of skill to fit so much emotion into so few words.

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! It was really fun to do, and I loved it as a writing exercise, but man it took a while! lol And I got no more of my keyfic done than before I did this! *rolls eyes*

Anyway, I'm happy you liked them! <333

[identity profile] subtlemagic.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Ahh whatever, you've got, *checks calender* two weeks to finish your key fic, ok maybe more like ten days if you want to get it betaed properly.

That's bags of time...

*panics*

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 01:15 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL! Exactly! I am better at procrastinating than I am at many, many things. Especially when it comes to writing. *whimpers*

[identity profile] mieka-writes.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
ah.. lovely.. drabbles are such a pain in the ass aren't they?

and I meant to do this.. thanks for the reminder.. :)

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
You know, I didn't really have too much trouble. I literally wrote the first scenario that came to mind, and I didn't think about how to make them speak or move, they just did. They only trouble I had was cleaning them up a little, bringing them to 100 each. Even that wasn't too terrible. I think I will likely do this again; it was really fun!

Yeah, do it! I'm excited to read them (shoot, maybe you already have; I haven't checked my flist yet). Anyway, thank you! I'm glad they turned out okay, and I'm happy you liked them! <3

[identity profile] mieka-writes.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 02:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think mine would be true drabbles.. super short yes, but not drabbles.. I kind of proved with my advent ficlets that 100 words just is to damn short for me..

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)
That's what I thought, too. I didn't think I could do anything in 100 words, but I guess I can.

And I really liked your ficlets! <3

[identity profile] mieka-writes.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I give.. I posted my snippets for this meme... and had most of them link up... gods I am SO lame...

[identity profile] thywillbedone.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm jealous now that you don't participate on mine! :P

But oh! My heart clenches at some of these. They are BRILLIANT and I told you drabbles were fun!!! <333333333

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I was scared to try! I'd never done them before and didn't know I could do them. That's the first thing I thought when Michelle told me these were actually good, that I could do them on [livejournal.com profile] th100 and [livejournal.com profile] kaulitz100. So I didn't forget our drabble comms. :)

Thank you for coming to read them! I hope you were distracted for a bit. And it's really weird, I wrote that last one before I read anything about what happened with Tom. That was just from yelling at the fangirls. O_o

<3

[identity profile] lirren.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
6. Forgiveness

They were all wonderful, but that one was my favorite. You're right; David is very much like the ocean - serene or full of sound and fury. That's our Davii.

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh thank you! I'm so glad they were okay for first attempts. I really liked doing them.

Forgiveness is one of my favorites, too. It just came so easy, and I think it's just because it's so true. *pets Davii*

<3

[identity profile] sillyfax.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
1. 4. 8. And your 10 seems preemptive from what was yesterday and today.

I still think you did wonderfully! <3

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
What do you mean, preemptive?

I was a little weirded out that I wrote #10 not an hour before we heard about Tom's incident. :O

Thank you, sweetheart! <3

[identity profile] sillyfax.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I have no idea. I think I typed it without thinking about what it meant. What I meant to say, was that it was like... I don't know. Ironic that the incident happened not soon after. You know?

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I think that's what I thought you meant. #10, definitely. I think the others lean more toward twincest, not so much fangirls. But 10 weirded me out. :/

[identity profile] sillyfax.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Should have put 10 on another line. For 1, 4, and 8, I LIKED THEM A LOT. I want more of them. *pets*

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-16 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I will remember that. *grins*

Thank you, Silly. <3333

[identity profile] sagittariusgirl.livejournal.com 2009-04-17 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
these were all wonderful and all stuck out in their own way...but #7..lol...you know they just want to give the finger to all those asshats of their past.

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-17 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Oh yeah! And I think they do, at least in their heads, every time they play a sold-out show :)

Thanks, sweetie! <3

[identity profile] strssna.livejournal.com 2009-04-17 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I would never make it as a stalker as I just now found your fic LJ.

The last one was my favourite, but it was a close call - even the more angsty TH bits were a delight.
I love this meme, I might re-do it someday.

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-04-18 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
Aha! I'm glad you found me! You wouldn't be a stalker anyway, you're much too nice for that (still freaking out over those stalker pics! *shivers*)

I'm really happy you liked these. They seem to be pretty decent for first tries, I think. Thank you! :)

I hope you do; I'd love to read them! <3

[identity profile] misury2.livejournal.com 2009-06-04 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
oh I really loved these!! even if I don't know even one song haha..
what I liked most were nr. 5 and 8 *hrhr*

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-06-04 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Awesome, thank you! :D

[identity profile] mrs-e-cat.livejournal.com 2009-07-27 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
These are awesome. I particularly love 3,7,8 and 10 so much emotion, just amazing.

[identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-07-28 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! I was pretty nervous about posting them, but they seem to have turned out okay. :D